Overcoming Fear.........

I'm not a particularly timid person. I do fear loss, and confrontation, lonliness...even rejection. I have come to accept my fears like an unsightly mar on the perfection that is me, lol. no really. not really. I carry a heavy load of faults......all destined to shed.... so that one day I can stand fully faultless as a woman. I do know however that old faults are replaced with new ones, and if not a fault then a distraction (whatever you wanna call it). I don't live for the day they're all gone, just the day that experience, wisdom, and good advice helps to fix things before thay snowball into insecurities, ended relationships, jail sentences, unwanted children........


My Soul Sistah - the gifted Queen Erykah Badu debuted a great video bringing to light some serious issues of,  as I interpret, the work life balance. The video was a different concept completley. I get the symbolism of stripping nude in front of people, but what I am struggling with is that she fell, she fell where JFK was shot.....uhhh, uncomfortable. Trust, I'm doing this exact thing before I die. I can't wait. My only fear is that I could go to jail (that place is for the insane, and those that cannot afford freedom).

I just want to connect to my girl Erykah, let her know she is touching me, changing me somehow. props.

An excerpt of 'Window Seat'

but i need u to want me

need you to miss me
i need your attention
i need you next me
i need someone to clap for me
i need your direction
somebody say come back
come back baby come back
i want u to need me
come back come back baby come back
come back come back baby come back
come back come back baby come back
so, in my mind i’m tusslin’
back and forth ‘tween here and hustlin’
i don’t wanna time travel no mo
i wanna be here

cold.

St. Pat's Confession

...Wherefore, then, be astonished, ye great and little that fear God, and you men of letters on your estates, listen and pore over this. Who was it that roused up me, the fool that I am, from the midst of those who in the eyes of men are wise, and expert in law, and powerful in word and in everything? And He inspired me---me, the outcast of this world---before others, to be the man (if only I could!) who, with fear and reverence and without blame, should faithfully serve the people to whom the love of Christ conveyed and gave me for the duration of my life, if I should be worthy; yes indeed, to serve them humbly and sincerely.


In the light, therefore, of our faith in the Trinity I must make this choice, regardless of danger I must make known the gift of God and everlasting consolation, without fear and frankly I must spread everywhere the name of God so that after my decease I may leave a bequest to my brethren and sons whom I have baptized in the Lord---so many thousands of people.

Hollywierd......

Saw some outrageos stuff this morning...thought I would share.

King Latifah looks smitten huh? Maybe he was touringher in the deep end, but it looks to me that the queen rather ejoys this. I was think too that if Queen can make it in acting precious can fit in too.....

My My My Rob....Young mister Kardashian bootyliscious isn't he? Me no likey men hips or junk in the trunk when it comes to men.....but I must say Junior has sexy on lock. Rob is also rumored to be getting it in with Rev Run's daughter Angela Simmons.

Lady Gaga premiered her video for Telephone this week and plenty people are talking...but I haven't heard any talk that validates all the early talk that this was an epic video. Wardrobe was on point, (love the lit cigarettes shades) but Beyonce didn't add anything to this project besides her name. I'm all for liberality and all but this girl-on-girl thing Gaga does is tasteless....nothing enticing about it at all....But do you Lady.

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Ms. Badu

Vibrate on

Jump up in the Air (Stay there)

Album hits the shelves March 30...cop it here.

D'Angel-Ho

In the case you haven't heard, D' Angelo was cruising at 2AM the other night and offered an undercover $40 to dig in her brains, lol!
He pleads not guilty and is out on bond.
D'Angelo should have never skrewed over on Angie Stone, she looks like she can think a bad thing and it come true.
Reports say that ya boy was rolling in a dope Range Rover with thousands in cash stuffed in the glove box.
I just want to ask where he might have gotten that money from? And if you have that much money why $40? something in the milk ain't white........
Get it together fellas.

Nothin on you...

One of the best songs I've ever heard from B.o.B......gosh......nothin on u.....mmmmph.

Rihanna - Rude Boy

I love this video....

Whitney Houston: Hate her or Love Her

It's purely typical that Whitney would be looking a mess at the airport in Sydney- she always does. She knows best that you don't have to get all G'd up to travel. Some people do and find their feet broken down in the first quarter of getting to where they must. The solution is flat shoes.

But Whitney is a different story than wether to wear heels or not. She can look a mess - in any shoes. But she has the voice on lock. She can sing circles around anyone self-claimed diva on her worst day.
When I was young my aunt told me 'a man could not fully appreciate you at your best if he could not love you at your worst'.
I get Whitney, I think Bobby did too. I felt that connection when I watched their show. I had always felt that for them. Many people would reply 'everything that feels good to you is good for you' and that Bobby was 'dead weight'. My response is that God has a real husband for every woman that matches up with her perfectly, and you must remain yourself and deal appropriatley with them as they come...influence them, pray for them, catch up to them, be with them, rebuke them, leave them to their own devices. I don't know how bad it got - but she loved Bobby.
Being too desperate and overly anxious can essentially have you paired with a person that was not meant for you. Doesn't like your jokes, doesn't enjoy time with you, cheats on you, can't stomach your cooking, and can only only talk to you on your way out the door or when you get your check. But this chick has love in her heart and it shows.
I love Whitney......and I can appreciate her and love her at whatever.

Whitney Houston -  Look Into Your Heart: A Tribute to Curtis Mayfield